Two years have gone by

Aidan,
November 27 the day you were still born has come and gone, 1 December the day of your memorial service has come and gone. I was surprised at how raw I felt on those two days, I was saddened that no one else seemed to remember these dates. Your little sister gives me moments of pure bliss, those moments are always followed by guiltly sad thoughts of you. I imagine what it would be like with you my year and half year old son leaning against my knee as I feed your little sister. Know that a day does not go by where I do not think of you with love, know that I will be the best possible mother to your little sister that I can possibly be.
love Mummy