Hello my little man,

Another anniversary has come around, if possible I miss you more each time.

There are some beautiful flowers, bearded irises which are my favourite flower, in the garden that make me think of you. Last night when I took the dogs out it was so warm and gentle and the sky was filled with stars. I thought of you, how old you would have been if you had gone to term and been born. I thought about how different my life would be with a two month old baby in it. I thought of holding you and loving you ..last night I felt hopeful, but today I feel tearful and fearful that I will never hold a baby in my arms who is mine and alive.

But any how Aidan I just wanted to tell you that I love you and I think of you every day and I miss you very much.
love Mum